I knew that I was less important. I always knew it.
My cousin doesn't eat for 3/4 of a day? That's a concern.
I don't eat for almost 2 days, and when I do, I'm on the verge of tears? Not an issue.
Why do I always let myself do this? Why do I let myself think that I'm worth something. I didn't eat for all of yesterday, but then I cave and eat the burrito that my aunt gets me. Then I eat more at my cousin's insistence. When my aunt comes downstairs and sees she tells me that know she knows why the food is always gone.
I'm sorry.
Believe me when I say this: It won't happen again.
Saturday, September 15, 2012
I Knew It.
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You're human, it probably will happen again, but its absolutely ok. You are worth something, don't be so hard on yourself..
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That is terrible! I hate when our weird eating habits are noticed, but they interpret it in the wrong way. My best friend casually mentioned that he was worried about what I ate. That I should eat healthier more organic stuff. I know he didn't mean it that way because he's really sweet but I was like no. Hell no.
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